Sunday, August 12, 2007

Just stuff

All over, there are unhappy people. Souls who cannot find their way.Lost and wandering in the darkness they hide, afraid.
Trembling souls. Unhappy, scared, and crying.
Who am I to enjoy this life? Who am I to be happy?
Who am I? How can I find happiness when so many are crying?How do I dance when so many are drowning.
The whore of Babylon?
The two bit prostitute?
The scared little girl incapable of love?
For a moment in time, I was the drowning one.For a moment in time I was lost.
At the end of that moment, although it seemed so long, came the clarity.
Strong as a bolt of lightening.
Subtle as a butterfly kiss. In the midst of the darkness came a small ray of light, slowly turning into brightness.
I am no longer a soul trapped in the darkness, no longer drowning, but ALIVE!
I CAN BREATHE.
No more dark, muddy water filling my lungs.
No more wondering Who I am.
I am happiness.
As the sunshine filters through the trees, the butterfly wakes from it's cocoon to find it's wings.
I will fly.
Flying so very high.
As I leave the lost souls, I soar.
Into my happiness I float.
Higher, higher, I can breathe again.
You set me free.
And so I fly.

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